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(no subject) [Jan. 11th, 2010|09:25 pm]
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The Anaphylexis Brand [Jan. 2nd, 2010|10:47 pm]
I would like to create my own personal brand, I just don’t quite what to do with one. Will I just blob about my life or about a passion of mine? What passions do I have? Decorating and thrifting? I want to do something with the Anaphylexis brand. I just have to figure out what that will be.

Went to see Avatar today with the hubs and the in-laws. It's a really good movie. The hubs had already seen it and loved it.
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(no subject) [Dec. 23rd, 2009|10:55 am]
I don't know why I haven't been posting. It's not as if I don't read LJ on a regular basis.

Me: I started see a therapist through the clinic. I just "suffer" from anxiety, not on any medication. My main sources of stress/worry are my father's health and having babies. My therapist is a girl I went to high school with, luckily for me it's not as though we were friends so it doesn't bother me. I still haven't started looking for a job. I was supposed to post an ad on Craigslist but have yet to do so.

Kyle: Clinic took him off Nexium and onto something different for his heartburn, it all has something to do with his calcium intake. He's been working extra part-time for his parents for extra money. The extra work make me feel even worse about my not having work (though Kyle has told me that even if I was still working he'd still be working extra).

Family: My father apparently has sleep apnea, but he still has to go for another sleep study to be sure (I think). Today he's coming to pick me and Issac up and take us out to lunch. My mother came over last week to clean my carpets (she likes doing it, go figure). I do wish she'd come over just to visit more often. She hasn't come over as much as she used to, using the excuse that Kyle and I just got married and she does not want to intrude. Frankly I mis my Mommy visits.

In-Laws: Katelynn's baby shower was good. We didn't get around to playing any games though. Katelynn was disappointed about that. Next time we won't feed people until after games are played. After people ate, we opened gifts and then people started to leave. Linda is throwing her Christmas Eve party. They toyed with the idea of not doing it this year (money constraints) but the idea only lasted about 12 hours. Linda, Katelynn and I went grocery shopping for the party yesterday. I couldn't see spending the amount Linda spent on food and not on my house ($386). I know they would like to get a flat screen for the new game room, but they'd say that they don't have the money for it, as I see it $386 is enough for at least a 32". Oh well, as I tell Kyle it's not our money, life or house.
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Family Life [Oct. 26th, 2009|03:09 pm]
Work: Blaze may be getting childc care assistance so I may not have much more work. I think in order to receive the money from the city/state, I have to be licensed. I do not have the funds to to that. Looks like I might have to try to get more kids (which I should have done before know anyway) or get a "real" job. Oh, how I don't want a regular job. I'm so not a people person (apparently). I did watch Mishka overnight on Saturday, which was nice, as I don't have her at nighttime.

Marrieds: Everything is fine as per usual. Kyle still does husbandly things that annoy me, but I love him to bits and pieces.

Parents: My mother and father went out of town two weeks ago and didn't tel me. They were only gone for the weekend. I know that they are adults, but I just like to know when they leave because I get worried sometimes. This past weekend my mother went to NC with her BF and BF's daughter. They went to the boonies, worse than Choppee. Mama said she was bored. That boredom is why Daddy didn't go.

In-laws: Still in the midst of all kinds of renovation work. That house is full of dust. It's awful. Linda accepted that Katelynn's shower will need to be at my mother's house. WE actually did the invitations, but they still need to be mailed. We were missing some addresses and since renovations means upheavals, Linda's address book couldn't be easily located.
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Today [Oct. 21st, 2009|08:15 am]
Forgot about renewing my library items and now I have a $14 fine. Today I go pay that down, so I can renew some items. Afterwards it's to my parents to have lunch with my father. WE were supposed to hang out on Monday, but he wasn't home when I went over. He told me last night that he wanted to see his "granddaughter."

I still need to get with my MIL to talk about SIL shower. There is still a bunch of planning to do and we just haven't gotten to it. WE need to get on it because the shower isn't that far away.
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Internet at home [Oct. 9th, 2009|09:08 am]
You would think that since we've had the internet at home for a few weeks now I would have updated more often, but no I've been a tart and just been looking at communities. I am updating now so I will try to remember what I can.

Kyle has bronchitis, he had to go to the emergency room to find this out. I just have a cold and thankfully it's a barely there cold. I haven't taken any medicine for two days and I still feel fine. Kyle is on a course of antibiotics and steroids.

Linda and I still have baby shower plans to make. We just haven't got together to do more, but we will this weekend...hopefully. As of now the shower is going to be at my mother's house as Linda's house is in a state of upheaval (renovations). I was quite surprised when Linda mentioned actually using my mother's house, I didn't think she'd go for it. I know how much she wants to have it at her place. Her house is just not going to be ready in time, so my mom's is the next best thing (esp if you don't wanna pay to use the community center). This is my first party planning and I hope it goes well. The next baby shower I plan will hopefully/probably be my own, as I am that type of person and wouldn't want to leave all the planning to other people.

Lisa is in the hospital with an infection...in her HEAD. Normally the doctors would cut it open and let the thing drain but as I stated the infection is in her head. Lisa......what to say.......I feel and I could be totally wrong here that she's not taking her "condition" seriously enough. I know she got the Medicare taken care of but....1. she keeps referring to it as her "condition" rather than a pregnancy. 2. doesn't seem like she knows what she'll do afterwards, work, be home and if she works what she'll do about care for the baby 3. the fact that this WILL tie her to Rafe for about the next 2 decades. 4. still smoking, using the excuse that she needs to see if there is a medication that's safe to take. Considering how long it was before she found out she was pregnant you'd think she would at least give cold turkey a shot for the health of her child. 5. still has not told her mom, granted she lives with her and she doesn't want grief, advice, nothing from her I kind of understand, but I still say "You're 32 and hiding your pregnancy from your mom." 6. she's acting like she got a long time before she needs to concern herself with getting ready (for childbirth, getting clothes), I mean she's got till April but I think that the time might pass before she knows it.......I could just be overly concerned and maybe everything will work out without a hitch. Maybe things look off to me because if I were pregnant I imagine my experience to be completely different.

Isaac is not going to kindergarten, he's being home schooled. Kyle and I told Carissa that we think he should be in regular school but that seemed to fall on deaf ears. I believe Carissa had her mind made up when she mentioned the "possibility" of home schooling Isaac. She has said that he had a few behavioral problems in Pre-K, namely wanting to be the center of attention, showing off for his classmates. Kyle and I don't understand how homeschooling is supposed to help, especially with the attention thing. He wants to be the center of attention and homeschooling will just give him that. How is he supposed to learn to be part of a class if he stays home and gets to be the star? How is he going to learn to listen to his teacher at school if he stays home with Mom and you know it easier to act up at home because a teacher would not put up with the same stuff Mom will.

I'm still babysitting at home and I still love it. It's so unbelievable that I've had Mariska in my care for so long. I love getting to see her grow from a baby to a toddler. Plus she's so used to me that we get along great like she's my little niece or something.
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little thoughts [Oct. 5th, 2009|09:52 am]
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Updating [Jul. 16th, 2009|06:44 pm]


So I'm still working it at the house. Watching Mishka and Riley and Michael. Isaac doesn't count because he's my own. When his BM asks me to babysit for a day, should she say "thank you?" I think so, hell I know so.

Kyle's painting and painting. There's more employees now, so maybe he'll stop killing himself by working so hard.

Adam told Isaac about Katelynn's baby. Hopefully Isaac won't bother Kate too much asking baby questions.

My Myspace account was hacked into and comments were posted as though I've been making all kinds of money. Paige called me up asking for $39.99 on a credit card. Had to tell her what was up. Plus tell her that if it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 

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Working for Nothing, kinda [May. 20th, 2009|06:06 pm]
I'm working from home and I gotta say it's nice. Mind you I'm not being paid well, but that's my own fault for lowballing myself. At least I get to stay home witha  cute cute baby and get paid for it.
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(no subject) [Jan. 28th, 2009|07:56 pm]
[Current Mood | loved]

I got married! On the 22nd of January, which wouldn't have been my greatgrandmother's 94th birthday. I can't believe I got married. Boggles my mind, but i'm supremely happy.
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(no subject) [Jan. 5th, 2009|12:27 pm]
[Current Mood | hungry]

Not doing much today. Looking on vista print for suitable marriage announcements. So far I've found things I like I just have to reword them as they are being sold as invitations or save the dates and even bridal showers. Mainly though I'm just trying to accomplish some things online and typr up a few lists of mine. MY day is free and wide open. I do need to go grocery shopping, but that may or may not get done today. Blaze hasn't called me so she must not need babysitting today or tomorrow. It's possible that she mentioned sitting for her on tuesday but we haven't spoken since she picked Mariska up on New Year's Day. Speaking of the first, I got to see Michale and meet his wife. She seems nice and capable of handling Michael. However I was tore up when they came over, I hate that. Oh well.
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My 56 Things [Dec. 31st, 2008|11:15 am]
[Current Mood | optimistic]


1.       Lose weight

2.       Get pregnant/have a baby

3.       Have a career

4.       Decorate the apartment

5.       Buy a house

6.       Sew clothes

7.       Make jewelry

8.       Take singing lessons

9.       Get out of debt

10.   Have a wedding

11.   Get married

12.   Have a honeymoon

13.   Take a vacation

14.   Dress better

15.   Grow my hair longer

16.   Grow out my relaxer

17.   Save for retirement

18.   Get health insurance

19.   Eat better

20.   Have an active social life

21.   Buy a new computer

22.   Buy a flat panel tv

23.   Buy a camcorder

24.   Take cooking lessons

25.   Learn American Sign Language

26.   Study American history

27.   Study African-American history

28.   Pay bills on time

29.   Buy lots of groceries

30.   Fly in a plane

31.   Travel by train

32.   Make a scrapbook

33.   Work from home

34.   Pick a new screen name

35.   Learn Spanish

36.   Buy a new/used car or SUV

37.   Clear up my skin

38.   Improve my credit score

39.   Take Interior Design classes

40.   Take Fashion Design classes

41.   Start my own business

42.   Have my own website

43.   Have a family website

44.   Become closer to my family

45.   Become closer to my friends

46.   Get new glasses or contacts

47.   Even my skin tone/color

48.   Take care of my appearance

49.   Design a baby nursery

50.   Design a girl’s room

51.   Design a boy’s room

52.   Plant a flower &/or vegetable garden

53.   Make new friends

54.   Get a pet

55.   Learn French

56.   Achieve higher education/go to college

Some of my goals run together (i.e. career, working form home. starting a business) but I was trying to think of anything that I'd like to do. This means some of my goals are big and would take a lot of time like learning a new language and some are small like a new screen name. It's a lot to take on in total.
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(no subject) [Dec. 31st, 2008|10:58 am]
[Current Mood | busy]

So it's almost the new year and I've got goals to think about. I have a list of about 53 things I want to accomplish. Some are doable in the course of th enext year and some...well who knows. The major thing that I NEED to do is lose weight. It's more a multitude of reasons that I want to do this. First if I hope to conceive losing weight is the most important thing (health-wise) that I need to complete. Then there's the plain fact that I want to be smaller. Not thin, just smaller. I want to run, climb stairs, play and not get winded. And then there's a big reason that regards someone else's health and how if I'm going to do what I want to do for them I have to lose weight. I'm talking a good 40-50 pounds here.

A Small Rant before New Year's: BM called to ask SO and I if we'd watch SS and we said no. She sounded pissed and we really don't care. We love love SS, but BM tends to treat us as babysitter and while we wouldn't charge $ to watch his/our kid, we won't be treated like the help either. She didn't ask if we would like to have him for a week or extended weekend, she just wanted a little time to party. Usually we go ahead and watch SS because we love to have him but this time it had to be a no. Funnily enough if she would have asked if we wanted SS for a longer period of time it'd be a done deal. I'd totally love to have him til Monday when he'd go back to Pre-k.
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Outta Work part 1,285 [Nov. 17th, 2008|11:49 am]
[Current Mood | crazy]

I left Adventures in Learning. The pay schedule changed to monthly and that's in addition to my first paycheck not including my first week of owrk and being told that I wouldn't receive that money for another 3 weeks. Of course now I'm back to unemployment and we all know what  that means. I won't be working for a minute because I hate looking for work.
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(no subject) [Oct. 15th, 2008|01:05 pm]
[Current Mood | lazy]

I have been very depressed lately. Money problems as always are one of the myriad of reasons. But sometimes it's just as if I can't be happy. I have irrational mood swings.
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2008|02:05 pm]
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Entries from the Past [Apr. 27th, 2008|02:00 am]
[Current Mood |reflective]

I know I shouldn't care and that I put certain thoughts out there...but I'm taking them back. It's my journal and I can do what I like. Reading past entries has been an interesting experience though. Good grief I'd been depressed. And for multitudes of reasons. The most common theme seemed to be my thinking that I was undeserving of love or that at least I'd never find love. I'm blessed to be able to say that I have love. I feel loved and cared for and desired. All those were things I was missing out on. I don't think I'll have to pull these thoughts at some future moment in time. If things don't work out, I still think I'll leave these statements alone. I have a well rounded relationship. It's based on trust, honesty and companionship. It's a fully formed relationship and I'm lucky to be in one. As for pulling out entries...they were lies that I believed were truths and now seeing them for what they were allows me to rid myself of the past negativity without feeling like I'm making a mistake. And this entry allows me to still remember the place I was in so long ago without having to fully immerse myself back into that time.
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A job I love [Apr. 25th, 2008|08:12 pm]

I work in childcare and it’s so satisfying to have a job where I like what I do. I still don’t like getting up in the morning and get the Monday blues on Sunday nights. But once I’m at work everything’s fine. Now I just need to get more training and experience because sadly, it doesn’t pay well.

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My aunt Victoria L. Davis [Apr. 25th, 2008|06:05 pm]

Victoria L. Davis was called home on April 20, 2008 at Lourdes Medical Center of Burlington County, surrounded by friends, family and loved ones. “Vickie” was born February 2, 1945 with her twin sister Betty L. Horsley to Rebecca Scott and the late Bethel Cunningham in Hemingway, Georgetown County, South Carolina.

God spoke to Vickie in the 10th grade and she accepted Jesus as her Lord and Savior. After graduating from Choppee High School in 1963, she attended and graduated from South Carolina State University (1967) with a degree in Biology. During that time she was an active member in the civil rights movement, participating in various marches, rallies and sit-ins and was even arrested three times for her involvement in integrating local laundromats, restaurants and water fountains. While at South Carolina State University, Vickie became a member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, Inc. It was also during this time that she met and married Paul R. Jackson, Sr., upon graduation, they moved to Philadelphia, Pa where she started her career for the US Navy as a supply intern. Also during this time, she gave birth (1968) to her oldest son, Paul R. Jackson Jr. Ph.D.

In 1972, her and her family moved to Willingboro, NJ where she continued to work and raise their son while her husband was in Vietnam. After her first marriage ended, Vickie’s career took her to multiple states including Virginia, Pennsylvania and Massachusetts however she always kept her home in Willingboro. It was during her stay in Pennsylvania where she married her 2nd husband the late James J Davis Jr. While working in Harrisburg, she was one out of twelve selected to receive a year of University training at M.I.T. and Harvard’s John F. Kennedy School of Government. After her university training, she returned to work at Fort Monmouth, NJ to continue her career in the International Logistics Directorate. In 1982 she gave birth to twins James B. and Jasmine R. Davis.

Vickie continued to advance in her career all the way to a GS-14 ranking and title of deputy director of Security Assistance Directorate. She traveled extensively to countries such as Egypt, Thailand, Korea, South America, Morocco, Columbia, Mexico, and Spain to conduct program management reviews with foreign military heads of state. During her career, she was recognized and received numerous awards for her many achievements including a congressional record from Representative Frank Pallone Jr. in 2002.

Although, Vickie had a busy career and working schedule, she always found time to enjoy the finer things in life such as hosting parties, visiting the casinos and vacationing on the beaches in Myrtle Beach and Atlantic City to name just a few. Retiring after 35 year as a civilian in the military, she decided to enter a career in real estate. She went to work for Imani Realty in Willingboro, NJ and received the rising star award given to new agents. In 2003, she celebrated the birth of her grandson Paul R. Jackson III.

Vickie is survived by her mother, Rebecca C. Ford, her step father, Oscar Ford, her three children Paul, James, and Jasmine. Daughter-in-law Carolyn Williford Jackson Ph.D., grandson Paul R. Jackson III, three step children, Demita Molder, Veronica Davis, Eleanor Davis. Also her seven sisters and two brothers, Betty L. Horsley, Frances (Cherry) Doucette, Vernell Dawkins, Susanne (Phillip) Smith, Mae Ola Cunningham, GrettaSene Cunningham, Sherrill L. Lawrence, Bethel  Leo (Lois) Cunningham  and Christopher Cunningham. She will be missed by lifelong and endearing friends Julie Coudray, Madeline Taylor (God Mother/Sister), Margret Erving (dear friend), Valerie Lamore (sister) and numerous nieces, nephews, cousins, friends, coworkers and colleagues.

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Adventures in Child Care [Apr. 17th, 2008|02:48 pm]
[Current Mood | pensive]

I'm fianlly working again. And I'm working at the place that "let" me go. Funny. They called me and asked if I could come back as a substitute. So apparently I wasn't so bad, huh. Plus I'm sure that they don't gets loads of applicants. 3 teachers have quit on them since I left back in October. And  that's not counting the one that left while I was working there. Happily for me, I'm not working in the kitchen. I did that for 3 days, but I have NO plans on going back there. I don't care if the current Food Handler leaves and they actually ask this time. I came back to work with children, not cook for them. It's not that I think the position is lowly in any way, it's that the position won't put me near my goal. I just don't want to be thought of as someone who is not a "team player." I don't even have the certification to work in the kitchen and they hated that the last time. One of my bosses has the certification so she could do it. The only problem is that I don't want to be without work, I want a paycheck. And while the kitchen work won't put me closer to my goal, it doesn't detract from it either. I'd probably be doing what I was before, assisting the teacher and cooking. Doing both is better than nothing or getting a retail or fast food job...in terms of my goal and pure job satisfaction.

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